It's freezing out today, here In Idaho. Thank goodness I didn't have to go any where this morning, or it would have taken me forever to get there. I hate driving in the snow. But I love playing in the snow with my kids.

I watched a movie last weekend called 'High Tension' oh my, it was bloody, I thought the 'Blade' movies were blood and gor. This move was very wrong the girl was totoally crazy, of course you have to watch the entire thing to know what's going on. But I was literally sick after I watched it.

All for now.

Around here everyone's been at each others necks mainly because we are all stuck in the house due to the fact that it's darn cold outside. The wind literally goes through everly layer of clothing including your skin.  The subdivision we live in new so there's houses being built all around us, the guys building the houses are out there no matter what kind of weather. I feel bad for them.

Well I don't have much more to say, bye for now.

Well Thanksgiving went off with out a hitch, thank god!

I've put the Christmas tree up with the help of the kids, which as always, is very interesting and entertaining. I stopped at the lights for tonight, I'll pick up where I left off. I love Christmas time, all the lights and decorations the whole thing just makes me soo happy.  And I want my kids to feel that same happiness I do at this time of year.

What makes everyone around here happy at this time of year?

Well I better get back to the family.

trying to get "the love of my life's attention" well obviously it's not working and he's getting pissy.  He's on his computer again or I should say still.  I swear when he's on that thing he could care less about any of my needs, I wonder if all couples are this way.  Before we lived together we couldn't get enough of each other.  What to do??  Well maybe later.

Thank you everyone for the great advise.  I actually have a hobbie, it's writing believe it or not, but it's sometimes a challenge to do just that.  As far as my family is concerened writing just keeps me in clouds, little do they know it's what keeps me sain half the time.

Well gotta get back to making cookies. Yum!!

No matter what I do or take I still feel down and sad.  I'm literally drawn to things like music, movies, ect.. that happen to be emotional.  I have no reason to be sad at all.  My health is very my family is fine, well some what fine.  There are things going on all around me that people are going through and all I can think about is myself and how pathetic my life is.

I'm a mother of 4 kids, who I love with all my heart and soul and to tell you the truth the are what keep my going.  Although they drive me nuts half the time  I truely don't know who I would be without them.  Is that crazy.

This is my very first blog ever, so I may be a little leary as to what this may consist. 

I really don't have a lot to say today other than I think I might completely delete the photo I submitted, what was I thinking. Well better get back to business.

Till next time.